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CLEAN TRAUMA

by Songs for Sabotage

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KILLER 03:15
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KILLER I’m scared of a million faces I can only begin to know just what to say What to say? While my dreams from within die slowly I could make this turning world stand still today But I’ll just hide away You took my soul and snuffed it out Like a crooked name in your book of doubt You even tried to take my pride Now you’re on the run with an alibi And if you come back to my city again I can tell you, my friend, this is where it will end Hide out in the valley with your fake filler This ain’t no cheap thriller; dream killer Running home and I’m gonna take a cold shower Wash away this dirt that’s been covering me So maybe I can breathe But I feel the self-doubt creeping in Latching on to all the fear within So I just can’t begin You took my soul and snuffed it out Like a crooked name in your book of doubt You even tried to take my pride Now you’re on the run with an alibi And if you come back to my city again I can tell you, my friend, this is where it all will end Hide out in the valley with your fake filler This ain’t no cheap thriller; dream killer Dream killer
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PILLS 02:32
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PILLS I’ve lived that vampire life Dead all day, mad and awake at night My bedroom was my womb I felt alive in that single tomb But soon I became a fucking scab On the back of a rat trapped inside of a lab And I said I would never let you down But here I am and I guess I let you down Addicted to my strife And the bitterest pills, the bitterest pills Don’t call me when I’m high On the bitterest pills, the bitterest pills I’d take it all back if I could I swore to God that I would But you never had my back when you knew you should Don’t you think that would’ve done some good? And now I’m just stuck here With the bitterest pills, the bitterness kills Don’t leave me alone now With the bitterest pills, the bitterest pills Smash it up Breathe it in Swallow it down Feeling the high Smash it up Breathe it in Swallow it down Feeling the high
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FORTRESS 02:35
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FORTRESS Catch me out here on the horizon Four solid walls; I hide behind them Black out the sky so I no longer see Lock all my secrets inside of this keep Tucked in a corner I cannot brighten And it goes like... I feel it slipping, slipping Straight through my hands That was my fortress Now it’s a grain of sand If it were up to me I’d give you everything My castle and my key Celestial body Release me From this anxiety I’m all alone and it feels like the last time I feel it slipping, slipping Straight though my hands That was my fortress Now it’s a grain of sand I’m like... The walls came down at your command That was my fortress Now it’s a grain of sand You’ll never, ever understand That was my fortress Now it’s a grain of sand
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SORRY 03:14
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SORRY Driving down my old street at night I see the corner where we used to get high Guess you lied when you said you’d give it back to me Give it back to me Please forgive me if I am unkind Recovery is a state of mind Now I pray one day you’ll give it back to me Give it back to me Please take me there To the time when you left me in a hurry To the moment when you said that you were sorry Release that fear To the time when you left me in a hurry Will I ever get to tell you that I’m sorry? Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Please take me there To the time when you left me in a hurry To the moment when you said that you were sorry Release that fear To the time when you left me in a hurry Will I ever get to tell you that I’m sorry? Sorry Sorry Driving down my old street at night I see the corner where we used to get high Guess you lied when you said you’d give it back to me
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SHATTERED 02:55
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SHATTERED I can't go to sleep when my brain's awake It recalls a fault, highlights a mistake Reminds the mind of a twist of fate I think of those that I wish to destroy And deep inside I find a sense of joy Playing God with your plastic toy Na na na na No no no No no no Don't act like it's just a fracture It's pain that you manufacture Don't act like it doesn't matter Don't act like it's just a fracture Memories that you couldn't capture Don't act like it didn't shatter Na na na na No no no Over and over can't say it's all over Na na na na No no no Over and over can't say it's all over I'm naked, waiting to be crushed I'm patient, trying not to blush Can't say I didn't miss your touch Another friend that I will devastate I strike a match, let it disintegrate While all the shallow love just turns to hate Na na na na No no no No no no Don't act like it's just a fracture It's pain that you manufacture Don't act like it doesn't matter Don't act like it's just a fracture Memories that you couldn't capture Don't act like it didn't shatter Na na na na No no no Over and over can't say it's all over Na na na na No no no Over and over can't say it's all over I can't go to sleep when my brain's awake No no Over and over can't say it's all over Pretend like it didn't shatter, shatter No no Over and over can't say it's all over Over Over Over and over can't say it's all over
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DECAY 02:44
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DECAY I wish I was a narcissist I wish I had no empathy I wish that I could make you cry I wish that I could watch you bleed Manipulate Intimidate Maybe then I will succeed But I'm just skin and bones I'm tired and unknown I self-destruct at home I decay alone I wish I was a narcissist I wish I had no empathy I wish that I could make you cry I wish that I could watch you bleed We were the ones destined to be great But we were punished for tempting fate And in return we got a lot of hate 'Cause you just happened to be at the gate To manipulate Intimidate Take everything you need 'Cause I'm just skin and bones I'm tired and unknown I self-destruct at home I decay alone I decay alone
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OWEN 02:38
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OWEN Every time I see that bridge I imagine you falling into the sea Washing away out to some quiet place, serene But you left us all so what does that mean? I think I'm good on this, for real Guess I'll try in another life This is the end of the line, for real Get it right in another life I'm remembering your shower in the kitchen Pushing furniture up four full flights of stairs Looking back there should've been some intervention Looking back I don't even think you'd care Every time I see that bridge I imagine you falling into the sea Washing away out to some quiet place, serene But you left us all so what does that mean? I think I'm good on this, for real Guess I'll try in another life This is the end of the line, for real Get it right in another life I think I'm good on this, for real Guess I'll try in another life This is the end of the line, for real Get it right in another life Guess I'll try in another life Get it right in another life
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CRINGE 03:12
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CRINGE I cringe when I look at myself I cower, turn sour Can't take it all back Ice cream slipping into a crack I shudder cold gutter can't stop Can't stop the attack I shudder cold gutter can't stop Shy away, tremble here for me Shy away, never learned to be free Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me Feels like I just jumped in front of a fast train Blood on the tracks, bottled up all the past pain I speak my mind but you say that I'm insane That's why I cringe every time you say my name I shrink down, bottom of a well Too hesitant for you to tell More than a season spent in hell So I cringe when I look at myself Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me Shy away, tremble here for me Shy away, never learned to be free Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me I shudder cold gutter can't stop I shudder cold gutter can't stop Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me

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released March 13, 2024

SONGS FOR SABOTAGE - CLEAN TRAUMA
SFS are Lina Sophie & Richey Rose
Music & Lyrics by SFS
©2024 24/48

Recorded in Los Angeles, CA & New York City, NY 2022 - 2023

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Songs for Sabotage Los Angeles, California

Lina Sophie & Richey Rose
Born in NYC // Based in LA
gloom pop for the masses

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